Hi my sweet little puchiya, I think the last few months have been rough for you. This is my small attempt to remind you, and make you feel again like my kuchi. I am very sorry; I think I slipped back into being the same Anu who did everything on his own to get where I am today. I realize and acknowledge that my behaviour was very dismissive of your needs as a partner. I don't think your needs were too much; it was me who never heard them correctly. You have been around, taken care of me, and looked out for me like a very responsible puchi, for which I am very thankful ❤️ Thank you for taking this time for us, and for making sure you spoke about how this relationship was feeling one-sided to you. I think that is an awful feeling to have. I am sorry to have left you feeling that way, while I acted as if I was only chasing my thesis. Anna, you are my dream, you are love. I cannot leave you behind in anything I pursue for the rest of my life. So I will make sure to find balance, and ask for no more sacrifices on your end. You are my kuchi! I don't want you to suffer because of my inability to manage this beautiful relationship. I am very sorry, Anna, please forgive me. I hope you can find it in yourself to stay through what has felt like the most insane period of this relationship. I love you, my kuchi, from the bottom of my heart. In all the versions of me that exist beyond this point in my life, you are a pivotal person in every one of those scenarios. I am here for you, for us. Please take care, I miss you.

Your's and your only - Anu